When should you take time to cry!!!!

Well I have asked myself that many time these past few months..There has been alot going on with our family..Everything with JJ and trying to get things happening with with and know I think they are. He has an apt. the 25th for the tumors on his head and we will know more about him having surgry.
Then the really scare happend. About 2:45 on Sat morning Jason woke up calling my name saying he can't breath and his chest hurt, he was shaking and could feel his face. I called 911 and they rushed him to a near by hospital and they thought he was having a heart attack because his heart rate was 137 and his blood pressure was 170/120. After they gave him all the necessary test he was having an anxioty attack and it showed up and looked like a heart attack.He is doing alot better from that but He also has 2 blood clots in his leg and they are working with that..
Then yesterday Michael came down with the chicken pox's. He woke up yesterday with only 2 spots and I thought it was just a bite but as the day went on he got more and this morning he has alot more..So we are doing aveno bath and and benadryl and trying to keep him from scratching..
Well for Aubrey I think she is the well one..LOL..
I was asked yesterday how am I handing all of this and I said I am not sure..I have not taken time to just think and cry..But it will come..